Hello there, everyone!
I hope 2025 has treated you and yours well thus far. For me, personally, fuck them 2020s. I have so had it with this entire decade. Can I hibernate for five more years?
There's been a lot going on on my end. Things are all over the place, but I am quite happy with the quality of the companions that are stepping forward. I can say that while my communication and timing are needing work, the quality of my work is beyond excellent. As I gain more experience, I've come to realize that what I offer is more akin to quality craftsmanship, and that simply takes time. Much of my life has been dedicated to conjuring and better understanding the metaphysical. This isn't a shiny toy for me. It is my life's work. I'd like to think it shows. I offer a detailed document of the incoming companions, and those who step forward are powerful with a benevolent demeanor, because I am powerful with a benevolent demeanor. Know that I DO say that last bit with bashfulness, but it's an important part of a practitioner's practice to acknowledge their own power (but not get lost in it).
A key thing I've come to understand about conjuration is what being steps forward reflects a bit of the conjurer themself. Order from a conjurer you like as a person. Order from a person that feels nice. That's your intuition talking. Also, don't get caught up in shininess or FOMO. Choices should be deliberate, but OCASSIONALLY you may allow the shiny to grab you.
In other news, I have decided to start a youtube channel.
Originally, I wanted it totally separate from my business, for reasons I assume to be obvious, but it seems the best option is to put a face to my beliefs and path (and pray anyone from my private life is understanding LOL). These are strange and difficult times, and such times require us to step out of our comfort zone to be more for the betterment of others. I don't know what that means for me, and while I understand the risks at some level, I keep being pushed to pursue this course of action. I believe the gains will far outweigh whatever imaginings my anxieties have painted. And that's saying something because my anxiety has painted quite a lot.
I have all kinds of knowledge and experience that I am excited to get out into the world. As I said at the end of this video, it doesn't matter how the information is presented: what's important is that the information gets out. That's what I'm trying to do. I hope it is helpful.
Of course, this is also a form of marketing, and actually one of the reasons I didn't want to connect it to my business. It paints what wisdom I have to share as holding financial incentive. This is the opposite of my personality, but an unfortunate fact of being an adult who wants things and to provide for self and loved ones.
And that'll be it for now~
Ta ta~
